WARNING: This blog contains a lot of bitching.
I would like to pretend that I'm enjoying my time in Portland, but that would be a lie.
I cough like crazy, I'm congested, I have a perpetual headache.
It's fantastic. One night I'll think I'm getting better, but the next morning I'll wake up barely able to breathe. I can't work out because I'm so congested that I run out of breath.
My parent are so restricting. They don't let me watch t.v., I don't have a car, there's nothing to eat in this damn house. It's kind of like living in jail, except my parents are here. People in solitary confinement have more freedom than I do. At least they can watch t.v.
Oh, and to add to the depressing atmosphere, the weather here SUCKS. It rains constantly, is freezing, and the sky is an immutable shade of gray.
If you're looking for a good location to off yourself, Portland's the place for you.
I just found out that my dad think's that he's going to go to San Diego with MY plane ticket to move my stuff. HAHA. The thought of my dad going through all my belongings makes me want to vomit. He sure as hell won't be able to tell what's mine from what belongs to Kater. I can't imagine anything more frustrating than my dad moving around my stuff and shoving my valuables into whichever box is lying around.
I have so many things to disassemble in that room. I have my art to take down, my canopy bed, the blinds... He wants to leave a bunch of stuff behind. I wanted to take my curtains that I bought with my money, but he just laughed at me and was like "who cares about curtains?! Leave them." I'll tell you someone who cares about curtains. ME. I bought them with my own money. It shouldn't be his choice if they're left behind or not.
Which leads me to wonder what else he'll want to leave behind. The more I think about it, the angrier I become. This whole situation just makes me want to explode.
I could live with going to Portland State this term. That's a frustration that I'm over with. But PLEASE, for the love of God...Let ME move MY stuff.
Does anyone else find this messed up?!
1 comment:
I think that it is seriously messed up that he moved your stuff and I figured it was a guarantee that you would take your curtains. I mean curtains might not sound like a big deal to some people but you have 4 tension rods and 4 curtains on those windows, those are not cheap when you add it up. Oh, and they match your stuff. But don't worry I will figure out what he left behind and put it all somewhere.
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